the zhaf speaks

Monday, June 30, 2003:

NABEI
how screwed i've yet to touch econs, which is tmr
n yes look at e time
well yea so there u haf it i'm castin econs aside

horrendously tired after trainin todae
n i haf alot alot more trainin e rest of e wk

aiya fuck la cannot get A for math
nvm it's juz common tests
i shall rise from e ashes of dis fiasco n fuckin torch promos

hmm track nats is juz a wk awae
cant wait

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 8:41 am

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Sunday, June 29, 2003:

erp common tests start tmr.
hope i can finish math by midnite.
shall take comfort in knowin tt i can't fail dis.

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 7:36 am

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Thursday, June 26, 2003:

superb la! chao fun hangin wif gn n clara. ge'fjeonn foreva ^_^
supp to study wif dem, ended up tching dem math, din revise anitin myself... ok yea i guess i noe my math a little betta now...
quite alas la clara, u dun noe ure olvl amath... dun so bush can lol...
oh aniwae me n gn created 2 new slang terms

bush /adj./derived from george bush cos he's damn kok
1. stupid: "dam bush la he, kena con so easily"
2. blur: "aiyo u abit the bush rite... dun even noe which buses go to ure hse"

lao huang /adj./lit. soft, not crispy
1. unpretty: "aiyo, tt ger where got chio... dam lao huang sia!"

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 10:15 am

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Wednesday, June 25, 2003:

damn superb la! pool on new tables usin shen cues wif separate breakin cue + new balls is juz stupendously superb...!
dam happy me n shengxiang managed to scout e place few wks back
tink i'll be playin there quite often from now on
new place so yea e business is on e slow side...
i hope business picks up tho... i tink e rent for e place is gonna set e owner back pretty much...
it'd be sad if they close shop

btw rencong is quite inverse
inverted mag's pencilbox in sch canteen todae... dam gay lolz
haha watch him do e ball fake... reeli dam gay
haha hear him laff... reeli dam mutha fkin gay
but aniwae...
yea drills todae were fun... sigh we reeli haf a long long way to go...

oh btw celene's party yest wuz quite fun
haha ate quite abit
socialised a little
pity i din get my bdae wishes across as sincerely as i hoped to
hmm sad la everyone segregated by gender
dam shat juz ghostin ard wif e guys

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 10:25 am

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Tuesday, June 24, 2003:

yay i'm happy i survived hell
but still my conscience eats at me
i compromised my integrity
and i profaned my parents trust in me
gd money down e drain like tt
when i think abt it if i started workin it wudn take long to earn it back
e point still is tt we shudn allow wastage to occur
i tink it's e crux of our survival, if we reduced wastage we could probably sustain ourselves pretty much indefinitely...
aiya fack la so so tired nowadaes
zzzzzzzzzz

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 10:15 am

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Saturday, June 21, 2003:

hmm... aka shat, shittified, f-ed up n gay
whacked rather badly by e j2s, guys we haf a long long way to go
problem stemmed from e fact we din haf first choice point guard playin
n wtf i travelled, so my 2 pts wuzn counted... :P
long arduous road ahead, lets go guys

on a brighter note we got e pe tshirts wif our numbers printed on them
feel quite psyched up when i wear my no.7 tshirt
bah must get all my friggin fundamentals right... no more travellin, no more airballs, no more layup misses
btw y e hell did e j2s tink we were cocky? we were bloody hopin not to get whacked...

aniwae i shud start goin for track trainin
kinda scared of gettin raped by mr.poon tho
heard she screwed cj upside down todae, so he cudn come for e match
aiya shat la leave us alone bball is our first cca tamade

aniwae it wuz nice goin back to ri
reeli rox compared to e shitty rj campus

hmm shud i get a tagboard? feelin lazy. n i need help wif e gay html.

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 7:02 am

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Thursday, June 19, 2003:

juz noticed tt days feel shorter nowadaes, the time juz zips by so fast
feelin bored i pondered dis peculiar warpin of my reality
hmm when i wuz younger everyting seemed so much longer but now it's over juz lidat
why??
hmm look at it dis way, the longer u live, the seconds tt pass subsequently are a smaller fraction of ure life
like 1sec/5yrs is alot alot more than 1sec/17yrs... yes so therefore by mathematical induction time passes by faster as u grow older
come to think abt it, i talked abt dis wif my uncle once, pretty long ago
"eh, y duz time pass by so slowly, i cant wait to finish primary sch..."
"hmm when ure flirting wif 50 then u realise time duzn pass by tt slowly. well zhafri u'll hit sec sch bfore u noe it"
haha sigh the futility of all this
mebbe i'm juz abit more absorbed in wat i do now, so i pay less heed to the time?

hmm lots of stuff gonna happen. bball game against j2s on sat, pool wif sx at that posh place, mebbe even snooker, sushi buffet wif rumin tim n howard, sushi buffet yet again wif joel julius holger n edith after we're done hell on tues, class outin on sun. haha common tests? i've alwaes thrived on night-bfore crammin, lets hope it works ^_^

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 8:38 pm

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Tuesday, June 17, 2003:

i'm amazed, half the year will be gone
soon
we all don't have very much more time in jc do we
sad
i'd do it all over again
take me back, let me right the big wrongs in my life
relive the pain, the joy, the memories, the euphoria
give me back that ethereal feeling, for i lost it along the way
the more i think about it the more i realise all this brooding stems from the fact that...
i haven't let her go yet
no finality, no resolution, it hasn't been settled
i wonder what it actually will be like when it's over
will it be as good as i hope it will be?

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 9:53 am

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Monday, June 16, 2003:

embassy on 14/6... horrendously dissapointing.
hmm pushing it abit, but yes i expected better, especially from embassy.
but yea sigh, 40 yr old dj wearin an apron and rapping, aw cmon man wat a letdown!
e music wuz cyclical, gd, den shitty, den ok.
but do refrain from lousy bass thumpin house, n retro (aka OH MICKEY YOU'RE SO FINE, YOU'RE SO FINE YOU BLOW MY MIND HEY MICKEY, HEY MICKEY)

hmm want to write summore, but i will need my energy tomorrow
sandman, send me to dreamland...

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 9:52 am

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Wednesday, June 11, 2003:

hmm holidaes but i'm not bloggin much :P
it's final fantasy x, e game is rather mesmerizin...
been a nice hols so far, plenty of pool, food, movies and frens :)
can't wait for embassy on e 14th... will be fun cos lots of newbie clubbers comin
will be interestin to see if they all can dance
surprisin tho tt sum chiongers arent goin... aka yiying
cool man even my ogl is goin
ack lower lip kinda smacked up n bloody
my baby bro wuz sleepin in my room last nite
i switched off the light n headed back to my mattress
turns out he was standin up cos he wanted to go to e toilet
when i bent down my lips smashed right into his head
he din feel much cos my lips cushioned e impact
however my lips tore right into my bracers
lovely, bled for half an hour after tt...
shall head down to e pharmacy later to see if they haf anitin to patch it up quickly
dun wanna head for embassy lookin like i got into a gangfight or sumthin...

oh yes i tried e bananarilla drink from orange julius e other day... horrendously pleasin to e taste buds ^_^
hmm lots of stuff happenin pertainin to food
like bk no longer has student discount for meals
and yes i wanna chiong sakae sushi buffet wif frens soon... aimin to hit 20+ plates dis time
currently scourin s'pore to find e best plate of carrot cake... so far luckyplaza foodcourt n ghimmoh sell e best carrot cake...
chendol softee from 7-11 is heavenly

juz remembered i shud be trainin my endurance a little bit more, after all i am runnin 400hurdles in a month...
but juz too caught up wif bball n goin out to make time for track :P
my bball hasnt been up to scratch lately
gotta fix tt, muz make a conscious effort to power up my chest passes, move properli durin set plays, hesitate less when makin shots, n make all my layups
we'll be playin e j2 ballers soon... lookin forward to it... i think we a win is possible considerin we've more athletic ability than them... they've a hell lot more experience n flair at e moment tho... tuff fight
ah bein bball treasurer is crap, esp cos i hafta hound everyone for cash
ppl seem reluctant to pay up haha
well need money urgently... pay for our jerseys... we'll be gettin em soon... dey look friggin cool...

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 11:24 pm

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Saturday, June 07, 2003:

fate works in mysterious ways
so many surprises lately that e novelty's wearin off
well now matthias is leavin for china in 2 months time, n wont be back for 2 yrs
mebbe i'm not as ductile as i originally thought
shud life for me be homeostatic in nature?
not too much change... wud be borin
but less pain. less struggle
i've lost alot
i'll continue to do so
but it sucks
i get over almost all losses
cept that one, that one that hurt so bloody alot
honestly it duzn hurt animore
but i dunno y i dun move it
the one part of my life tt's backdated

haha i dun take things girls say too seriously nowadaes
alot of wat dey sae is rather dubious
gabriel summed it up perfectly, "girls words r not for wat they mean,but for wat their effect is"
aka girls r weird haha

hmm og gatherin at gabriel's wuz nice
all of us together once more, e first time in a long long time
haha soccer on ps2 is bloody fun
gab's sis is damn gd at cookin
her husband will be once lucky son of a gun...

holidaes r here, time to waste another month haha

-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 10:39 am

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